GIve Me Your Love

As some of you might know, I have commitment issue. I'm not very much of a man of his word. I'm more like a man of forgetful mind.

When I look at someone and begin to like that person, I don't think about how I'll try hard to make that person happy, which I think is what people in love normally does. Instead, I think about how I can be liked by that person. I try to be nicer, try to share many things, interests, thoughts, and so on.

This may not be a problem as long as I follow though with those actions. But I don't; Instead, when I do get attention from that person, I lose interest. It's as if that attention I get is an end in itself, not a means to a happy relationship.

I think I won't be ready to be in a serious relationship until someone steals my heart and teaches me a lesson, a lesson--by leaving me. By the time I recover, I think I'll be ready.. to be responsible for other person, and feel and be committed to a relationship.